Update? Update... UPDATE!

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Aviva (A.k.a. STD Medication) and I broke up... Well, more like she broke up with me. This happened back in Mid-October, shortly after my previous Journal Entry... She didn't really give me any reason... She just... did it.

I lost any and every will to write, to draw, to do much of anything... I hung out with a few friends here and there, but that's about it... Until November 24th... I went to the mall with a few friends from Conklin Youth Housing, and I met a girl named Kayli Ferrell. We hung out and played Rock Band, first at the mall, then I suggested to another friend who was there, Puglisi, that we *all* go to his house and I'd bring my 360 over, and we'd all play it. So it was me, Pug, Kayli, Dan Weiland, Amanda DeLaCruz, black Gary, and Aaron... a few others were supposed to come, too, but I wound up having to drop them off at home. We all had fun, then I dropped people off at their respective houses. Kayli couldn't keep her eyes off me the entire time we all were hanging out.

Next day, I hung out with her and Dan, and we went for dinner. We were supposed to go to Applebees, but Kayli asked Dan to give us a few moments alone, and she told me how she felt about me, which lead to a number of other things. Long story short, Kayli and I started going out that night. For about a month and a half, it seemed like there was nothing bad that'd ever wind up happening. Then she gets a phone call one night, earlier than she'd planned. Turns out, little miss single-before-meeting-me Kayli had a boyfriend. Who was in jail. For his second time... So, she's on the phone with him for a good little bit. She doesn't want to leave the car, she lies to him, saying she's home in her room, and she's yelling at him about how she hears he'd cheated on her with a girl named Mandy. She got off the phone with him, and told me that she was going to break up with him, apologized for lying, saying that she'd been planning to break up with him for a while now, but never worked up the nerve to do it, and had wanted to handle the situation on her own, but promised me she would. I wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt, give her a chance, so I let it slide. In February, I proposed to her, and she said "yes", solidifying in my mind her commitment to me. March rolls around, things seem to be doing okay... Then March 11th comes around. That's the day that her boyfriend, Josh, got out of jail. She wanted to go up to break up with him in person. I told her it wasn't a good idea. But... She does it anyway... Next thing I hear are conflicting stories about what happened.
I hear one where he breaks up with her first, and she tries to convince him to stay with her. I hear another where he breaks up with her and she flees into the woods. There's another where they just go back to his trailer and she stays there for a few days, until his mother, who by then finds out about what she did, kicks her out. But the big similarity between all of the stories I've heard details of, is that she tried to convince him to stay with her.

So, regardless what exactly happened, she and I are over now. She ran away from New York to someplace "Down South"... She's convinced I've been looking for her, and she's convinced herself that I'm a lunatic and blames me for her being down there... ... I've stopped caring.

I've been talking with a girl recently named Ariel... She has been keeping me sane recently, due to the recent events, and has been there for me, and keeps being there for me, when things seem their darkest... She has made feelings surface that, honestly, haven't surfaced since the time I was with Melissa, and the time I was with Ashleigh... She and I have decided to give a relationship a chance, and... to be honest... I hope this relationship doesn't fail like the previous ones...

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NOTHING IN THE FOOTER. THIS IS JUST HERE BECAUSE A BODY NEEDS A HEAD, AND A BODY NEEDS A FOOT, BECAUSE IF YOU CHOP OFF THE FOOT, THEN THE PERSON DOESN'T HAVE A LEG TO STAND ON, AND THEY TOPPLE OVER... WEEBLES WOBBLE, BUT THEY DON'T FALL DOWN... BUT A HUMAN'S NOT A WEEBLE....







THE CAPSLOCK BUTTON IS PRESSED FOR A REASON, BUT I'M NOT SAYING THIS AS YELLING. SO DON'T TELL ME NOT TO YELL, 'CAUSE I'M NOT. IT'S TEXT. IT'S JUST ALL IN CAPS.